Thursday, November 3, 2011


I keep trying to come up with stuff to write, but ever since Zach left I can't come up with anything.  Nothing clever comes to mind, nothing insightful, nothing even remotely interesting.  Apparently when left to myself, I'm a boring girl.  Kinda makes me wonder how I was interesting enough to marry in the first place.  :) 

I'm hoping I'm just in a phase that's dull because I'm still kind of lost.  I'm like a puppy dog that was left behind.  I don't know what to do really.  My whole life got turned upside down, and how I know it's only temporary, he will be back, it's still hard because he's my everything.

Interesting, hmmmm.......yeah, I got nothing.  Thanksgiving is coming up, but everyone already knows that.  But before that is my anniversary and then my birthday.  It will be 7 years of being happily (more like estatically) married.  And I will be having a birthday in the "20's" for the last time.  I'm not sure how I feel about that. I was starting to take it kind of hard, but last Sunday the Starbucks guy asked me if Autumn was my little sister. :)  I could have hugged him for that.  I did thank him. 

So I'm realizing that my blog isn't following the theme I set up for it.  I'm quite random on what I talk about and it doesn't always fit in with my original ideas of what it would be.  So, I'm just going to change what it says my blog is about.  I'm realizing that I'm random and that one theme to write about for my life isn't going to happen. As much as I love RV'ing, we don't have an rv right now, so I'm not sure how to write about that. I'm still trying to fight my consumerism urges, sometimes I don't win that battle as much as I would like to, but I still try.  :)  

Yep, after careful consideration, I've decided to re-theme the blog (again).  What can I say?   If I want to post as often as I would like to, I can't be stuck with a strict theme.  God is constantly changing me, so to limit myself to a particular area is kinda crazy.  He made me random, so that's what I am.  :)